January 31, 2018

Available for short term pastoral ministry

MARK MORGAN
Objective
I am a semi-retired, ordained pastor with over 40 years of experience in church ministry.
I am available to fill in, short or medium term, for churches during staff transitions,
sabbaticals, leave of absences, or vacations. Please contact me for specific
references and financial information.



Skills
Preaching/teaching; Small group leading and training; Counseling; Life coaching; Spiritual formation; Conflict resolution; Administration; 35 years of Vineyard Church experience, including: AVC National Leadership as an area overseer in Arizona and New Mexico during the tenures of John Wimber, Todd Hunter, Bert Waggoner, and Phil Strout.



Experience
Associate pastor
Vineyard Community Church – Gilbert, AZ

Senior pastor / church planter
East Valley Vineyard – Mesa, AZ

Senior pastor
Valley City Church of the Nazarene – Valley City, ND

Youth pastor
College Church of the Nazarene – OIathe, KS



Education
Degree:  Master of Arts: Christian Education May 2000
Nazarene Theological Seminary - Kansas City, MO

Degree:  Bachelor of Arts: Christian Education May 1974
MidAmerica Nazarene University - Olathe, KS




Thank you very much for taking the time to read through my information sheet.  I would be happy to visit with you by phone, email, or in person.  Please feel free to ask any questions that would be helpful in making your search and decision for a fill-in/interim pastor.

Mark Morgan

My Summer Home/Cabin In Beautiful Utah (like Colorado without the crowd)

Reuters
Starting at 6 a.m. on Feb. 2 – the moment Trump’s proclamation reducing the size of the Bears Ears and Grand Staircase-Escalante National Monuments takes effect – private citizens and companies will be allowed to stake claims for hard rock mining in a process governed by the General Mining Law of 1872, according to the U.S. Bureau of Land Management.

The process for staking a claim remains much as it did during the Gold Rush: A prospector hammers four poles into the ground corresponding to the four points of a parcel that can be as big as 20 acres, and attaches a written description of the claim onto one of them. A prospector then has 30 days to record the claim at the local BLM office.

The costs of claiming are low: a $212 filing fee, and an annual maintenance fee of $150. Unlike laws governing petroleum extraction, there are no environmental guidelines specific to hard rock mining, and no requirement to pay a royalty. The claims provide prospectors mineral rights but not ownership of the land.

The law covers mining for uranium, gold, silver, copper and other precious metals, but excludes coal and petroleum. 




OK…this may be the answer to a summer home/cabin that I have dreamed of.  I can stake out 20 acres, which is certainly enough to not be on top of my neighbors.  I can build a cabin for the purpose of “tending my claim.”  I can wash through a few pans of dirt and sand looking for gold flakes a few times a year. Actually, I don't care if I ever find any.  I can use an efficient gas generator for power, and all I have to do is pay a one time, $212.00 fee, and an annual tax (maintenance fee) of $150.00!  I can’t own land cheaper than that if the dirt were given to me for free!  No one says I can’t dig a well, or maybe I’ll be lucky and get a parcel that includes a stream.  I’ll purchase a log cabin kit, and BOOM, my summer home becomes a reality, and I don’t have to pay property taxes!  That is a heck of a deal.  All I can’t do is mine for coal or drill for oil….no problemo!  Hadn’t planned to do that anyway.  When I’m done using it, I simply walk away. I don't own it. No harm, no foul!  Tempting.

January 27, 2018

Keep it Simple

What is it about claiming something as the “best in the country” that gives us a feeling of invulnerability?  Is it the feeling, though we’d never admit it, that a simple yes or no, favorable or unfavorable, competent or incompetent does not adequately express our need for having the best, highest rated or most expensive of some particular thing?  Who determines if a person, place or thing really is the best?  How is that arrived at?  Is there a vote?  Is there a world rating system on all goods and services?  Most likely not.  It is simply the way, in our insecurity, that we make ourselves feel good about who we are, what we have or what we have done.
          I am pretty sure it was Ghandi, a Hindu, who said in essence, that the Sermon on the Mount, spoken by Jesus, and recorded in the Gospel of Matthew, is a very wise piece of writing that on how to experience life. Gandhi said of it, “Christ’s Sermon on the Mount fills me with bliss even today. Its sweet verses have even today the power to quench my agony of soul.”  The Sermon emphasizes the importance of simplicity of life and speech.  That was a very simple sermon.  Deep, but simple. Let your yes be yes, and your no, no, Jesus instructs.  Don’t worry so much about a particular texture of food and designer clothing (italics, mine).
          Here are some examples of a few phrases we may want to rethink. Perhaps we could dial it down a bit, and be more, as our Amish neighbors say, plain!

·       He is the top orthopedic in the nation! (referring to your new “hip or knee” doc)
·       It was the most expensive model they had! (I want you to know I have the best  and paid the most)
·       That was the most delicious BBQ ever! (personally, I still haven’t experienced the absolute best bbq, however I’m trying to find it)
·       That was the best sermon I’ve ever heard! (you don’t get out much, do you)

So, my encouragement is to make your statements, show your appreciation complement things that are worthy, but go light on the over-the-top superlatives that actually do nothing to add credibility to your claim.

December 26, 2017

IS IT A SIGN?





This photo was taken this morning as I prepared my protein for breakfast. Since the eggs were graded “medium,” I decided to cook three instead of my normal two. By appearances, it looks as though I am preparing four eggs. One was a double yoke egg. OK…here is the deal. It is the cusp of
2018 and we are all wishing one another a happy and prosperous new year (prospero año y felizidad). According to legends a double yoked egg can mean one of several things:
1. You are going to have good luck
2. You are going to have twins
3. You are going to become pregnant 
4. You are going to DIE.
Analyzing the options, it is not looking good for me at the moment. Ignoring #2 as a warning that arrived 38 years TOO LATE, and figuring #3 would be another Abraham and Sarah event or worse, that leaves me two possibilities. Just in case #1 is correct, I am leaving now to purchase a Powerball ticket for tomorrow night’s drawing, which currently is $337 million. If that works out, you most likely will not see me on FB for a few days! If I don’t win, that leaves me with option #4. PLEASE HAVE SOMEONE READ THIS AT MY SERVICE…just to lighten the mood a bit!

December 21, 2017

Personal Financial Guide



VISION

  • To express the heart of God in the way I manage my money
VALUES
  • To always remember God owns it all
  • To share my possessions with one another in the Body of Christ
  • To demonstrate compassion and mercy for those Jesus died for by giving my money to see their needs met
PRIORITIES
  • Always act honestly concerning money
  • See the Church of Jesus Christ advanced (home and abroad)
  • See the needs of my family met as part of the church
  • To effectively manage my money so that it will facilitate the greatest possible benefit to the Kingdom of Christ 
  • Live in financial freedom instead of bondage (no one owns me but God)
PRACTICES
  • Give generously and regularly to my local church
  • Give generously as God directs to other needs in the Body of Christ
  • Only buy what I can afford (in other words, avoid bad debt) and practice saying NO to something every day
  • Maintain a solid Christian witness by paying my bills on time 
  • Save and invest some money regularly so emergencies won’t control me
  • Pray about spending and keeping my priorities straight according to the instruction in the Bible
  • Plan well for the future, but trust only in God each day 
  • Demonstrate a heart of generosity with my family
  • Don’t worry about giving my children and inheritance that would probably hinder them anyway
  • If I find myself in financial bondage, seek help and heed Godly instruction that will lead me back to freedom
  • Enjoy the abundance of God to me and my family
  • Be willing to give Godly, Biblical financial counsel to anyone who desires it



October 29, 2017

Eve of my 66th Birthday....first posted on FB 2 years ago

I Saw Her Standing There & Twist And Shout  (click)


On the eve of my 64th birthday, I was reflecting on what I have liked best about the "era" in which I've grown to this age. Was it the great athletes and sports teams I've watched and enjoyed (Mickey, Willie & Duke....Dodgers, Yankees, Giants, Pirates, Red Sox, Cubs, Cardinals...LA Rams & Green Bay Packers)? Was it the great movies that were made in the 50's through the 80's (from Ben Hur to The Godfather)? Was it the muscle cars of the 60's & 70's (GTOs, Corvettes, Mustangs)? Was it the bell bottomed pants and the bleeding Madras, paisley and surfer shirts? Was it the real drug stores that had soda fountains? Was it Ozzie and Harriet (with Ricky and his band)? Was it my southern roots and fried foods and gravy? Was it being raised on the farm with chores to do twice a day...every day (including holidays)? Was it church picnics and family reunions complete with all day gospel singing and dinner on the ground? Was it camping in the Sierra Nevada Mts and deer hunting every fall? It was all of this and more...HOWEVER, the thing I think I liked the best was the MUSIC I grew up on. I loved it all....from southern gospel, to country, to western, to top 40 pop (KYNO, Fresno and KOMA, Oklahoma City), to classic rock. Oh..the music! It had soul...it had lyrics you could sing along with...it had emotion...it had rythym...I LOVED THE MUSIC! My father was a very good musician, and I was his lyric prompter. I love all kinds of good music. I was in grade school when Elvis was the man, and in junior high when the Fab Four hit the music scene. Loved the Beach Boys, Ricky Nelson, Three Dog Night, CCR, and many, many others....The Eagles are still one of my favorite bands to listen to. Just in case you are my age, here is a link that you just might find FUN! Enjoy, and God bless you all...my FB friends.

October 13, 2017

The Gatekeeper’s Beef Stew

Slow Cooker or Dutch Oven Beef Stew

·        2-3 pounds of stew meat (a good chuck roast works great)
·        1 pkg frozen green beans (fresh if you desire)
·        1 pkg frozen corn (fresh if you desire)
·        3-4 whole carrots, peeled and sliced
·        3 large russet potatoes peeled and cut in medium large cubes
·        1/2 onion, chopped
·        2-3 bay leaves
·        salt and pepper to taste  (Lawry’s Seasoned Salt is good)
·        1 14 oz can of crushed tomatoes  (fine chopped fresh if you desire)
·        2 cups beef or chicken stock (you can easily add an additional cup of water at the end of cooking if you want more broth)
·        1/4 cup Worcestershire Sauce
·        Cast iron Dutch oven with lid
Cube the meat into the size you desire, and brown it in your Dutch oven on top of the stove using a couple of Tablespoons of  EVOO.  Add the potatoes, carrots, corn, salt & pepper.  Add the can of diced tomatoes over the top, with the juice.  Then pour in your Worcestershire sauce and stock. Add your bay leaves.  Preheat oven to 275, and cook for 4-4 1/2 hours. Cook it with the lid on. It is done when the meat is very tender.  This can easily be done in a large slow cooker, as well.  I think it’s perfect to set the oven to cook for 4 hours, and then just leave it in the oven without opening the door until it’s time to serve.

***Cooking Tip***  when browning your meat, be sure and get the Dutch oven very hot and let the meat caramelize. You want some nice color on your beef.  For extra flavor, you can deglaze using a bit of your chicken/beef stock. The flavors will be intense and you can easily add another cup or two of water at the end if you want more broth in your stew.

***Serving Tip*** Serve with Gatekeeper's Buttermilk Cornbread

Preparation time:  Apprx 20 minutes 
Cook time:  Apprx 4 hrs

Feeds:  6 to 8 people

October 11, 2017

Thoughts On Racism

Racism is a huge ball of twine with many ends sticking out. Which one to pull to unravel the thing is seemingly impossible to determine. There are so many aspects to the issue that simple statements indicating that "this" is the problem all fall short of addressing the situations. My own definition of "racism" also has it's limitations, but it is what I work and think from: "Race based thoughts and actions that wound people emotionally, harm people physically, and cause breakdowns in human relationships." For me the answer is quite simple: "Love your neighbor as yourself..." Jesus Christ. Working that out seems to be monumental! I don't know all the answers, but I do know that starting young, and breaking down the color, ethnic & cultural barriers is a good start. Education is multifaceted. This photo of the daughter of some of my dearest friends, shows that there is no substitute for real life education when it comes to breaking the chains of things like "racism." It starts here!



August 12, 2017

When I Die

Yesterday was my Uncle Don Kilcrease's birthday. On his gravestone are the words: "Think not that stone can hold my spirit" which are taken from one of the many poems he wrote. In honor of him and his influence in my life, last night I took that line and wrote a short poem of my own.
Love you, Uncle Don!

When I Die
Think not that stone can hold my soul
When to earth I bid goodbye
While mourners seek to hinder me
And keep me from true home on high
One moment more I will not tarry
Nor leave here with a bitter sigh
My last adventure has begun
When I take flight and split the sky

Mark Morgan / August 11, 2017

August 10, 2017

Exciting opportunity

Hi Folks,

This letter is to inform you of a Skype call I received from Noel Issacs (Himalayan Region Vineyard leader).  As you know, our girls have been living in Kathmandu at the church for the past several years as they have been getting an education.  Two of our girls, Benita (Gorkha) and Mingmar (Nessing), graduated this year.  We are extremely happy about that, but there is more.  Benita had a final score of 92%, which qualifies her for further education.  It is her dream to continue her education and become a professional nurse (a staff nurse).  We are very excited about this possibility. Benita scored higher than any other girl from her “low” cast has ever sored. It is very rare for girls from her cast to be educated at all. It is an amazing accomplishment.

Initially, we thought Benita would be able to receive a scholarship for nursing school, but due to the Nepal government’s policies, they award the scholarships to students who have attended the government schools. Benita has been attending a private school for these years, and though her scores are significantly higher, the other girls from the government schools will receive the scholarships.  It isn’t fair, but that’s the way it works in Nepal.

Noel informed me that Benita has just taken the entry test for nursing school, along with 450 other girls.  She received the second highest score of the entire group!  Again….beyond amazing for a girl from her cast.  Nursing school will cost $6000.00 for the three year program.  This is for the total cost, room, board, tuition and expenses.  In order for Benita to enter nursing school, she will need the first $2000.00 for year one within ten days.  We want to see her take this opportunity and become a nurse in three years.  This is absolutely life changing….culture changing….again, unheard of for a Gorkha girl.  We really need to raise this first $2000.00 as soon as possible.  We will have some time to figure out how to pay for year two and three.  Any donation would be very welcome, and of course, is tax deductible. If you have any ideas on how we can pay this amount in the next few days, that would also be a help.  I have a few ideas that I will need to discuss with our senior staff.  Obviously, if we start this process, we will need to finish it.  However, as you know, this is a very modest fee for all expenses for three years of nursing school.

Thank you for reading this, and I would ask you to pray about how we are to respond to this unbelievable opportunity.  We never could have dreamed of this outcome when we started this ministry a few years ago.  Benita was 9 years old when she came from her village. She was our very first girl, and it appears that God has certainly blessed her and our involvement.

Blessings to you!

Mark Morgan

If you wish to contribute, you can give a tax deductible gift at the VCC website.  Online Giving...click on "Quick Give" no log in required, and then see the "tithes & offerings" drop down box and select "Benita Nursing School".
Benita's Nursing School  (click on this link)

July 29, 2017

Charles Wesley's poem to George Whitefield....on their differing theological positions

Come on, my Whitefield (since the strife is past, and friends at first are friends again at last.)
Our hands, and hearts, and counsels let us join, in mutual league, t’advance the work Divine.
Our one contention now, our single aim, to pluck poor souls as brands out of the flame;
To spread the victory of that bloody cross, and gasp our latest breath in the Redeemer’s cause.

Too long, alas! We gave to Satan place when party-zeal put on an angel’s face,
Too long we listened to the coz’ning fiend, whose trumpet sounded, “For the faith contend!”
With hasty blind-fold rage, in error’s night, how did we with our fellow-soldiers fight! We could not then our Father’s children know, but each mistook his brother for his foe.

Foes to the truth, can you in conscience spare? “Tear them, (the tempter cried) in pieces tear!”
So thick the darkness, so confused the noise, we took the stranger’s for the Shepherd’s voice;
Rash nature waved the controversial sword, on fire to fight the battles of the Lord,
Fraternal love from every breast was driven, and bleeding Charity returned to heaven.

The Saviour saw our strife with pitying eye, and cast a look that made the shadows fly;
Soon as the day-spring in His presence shone, we found the two fierce armies were but one;
Common our hope and family and name, our arms, our Captain and our crown the same;
Enlisted all beneath Immanuel’s sign and purchased every soul with precious blood divine.

Then let us cordially again embrace, nor e’er infringe the league of gospel-grace;
Let us in Jesus’ name to battle go, and turn our arms against the common foe;
Fight side by side beneath our Captain’s eye, chase the Philistines, on their shoulder fly,
And, more than conquerors, in the harness die.

For whether I am born to “blush above”, on earth suspicious of electing love,
Or you, o’erwhelmed with honourable shame, to shout the universal Saviour’s Name,
It matters not; if all our conflicts past, before the great white throne we meet at last.
Our only care, while sojourning below, our real Faith by real Love to show:
To blast the alien’s hope, and let them see how friends of jarring sentiments agree:
Not in a party’s narrow banks confined, not by the sameness of opinions joined,
But cemented with the Redeemer’s blood, and bound together in the heart of God.

Can we forget from whence our union came, when first we simply met in Jesus’ name?
The name mysterious of the God Unknown, whose secret love allured and drew us on
Thro’ a long, lonely, legal wilderness to find the promised land of gospel peace.
True yoke-fellows, we then agreed to draw the intolerable burden of the Law.
And jointly labouring on with zealous strife strengthened each other’s hands to work for life
To turn against the world our steady face, and, valiant for the truth, enjoy disgrace.

Then, when we served our God through fear alone our views, our studies and our hearts were one:
No smallest difference damped the social flame in Moses’ school we thought and spake the same:
And must we, now in Christ, with shame confess, our love was greater when our light was less?
When darkly through a glass with servile awe we first the spiritual commandment saw,
Could we not then, our mutual love to show, through fire and water for each other go?
We could – we did – In a strange land I stood, and beckoned thee to cross the Atlantic flood:
With true affection winged, thy ready mind, left country, fame and ease and friends behind,
And, eager all heaven’s counsels to explore, flew through the watery world and grasped the shore.

Nor did I linger, at my friend’s desire, to tempt the furnace, and abide the fire:
When suddenly sent forth, from the highways I called poor outcasts to the feast of grace.
Urged to pursue the work by thee begun through ill and good report I still rushed on,
Nor felt the fire of popular applause, nor feared the torturing flame in such a glorious cause.

Ah, wherefore did we ever seem to part, or clash in sentiment, while one in heart?
What dire device did the old Serpent find, To put asunder those whom God had joined?
From folly and self-love Opinion rose, to sever friends who never yet were foes;
To baffle and divert our noblest aim, confound our pride, and cover us with shame:
To make us blush beneath her short-lived power, and glad the world with one triumphant hour.

But lo! The snare is broke, the captive’s freed by Faith on all the hostile powers we tread,
And crush through Jesus’ strength the Serpent’s head.
Jesus hath cast the cursed Accuser down, hath rooted up the tares by Satan sown:
Kindled anew the never-dying flame, and re-baptised our souls into His Name.

Soon as the virtue of His Name we feel, the storm of life subsides, the sea is still,
All nature bows to His benign command, and two are one in his Almighty hand.
One in His hand, O may we still remain, fast bound with love’s indissoluble chain;
(That adamant which time and death defies, that golden chain which draws us to the skies!)

His love the tie that binds us to His throne,
His love (let all the ground of friendship see)
His only love constrains our hearts to agree
And gives the rivet of eternity!

Written by Charles Wesley to George Whitefield
In 1755.

June 29, 2017

I Grew Up In Church

This is not a confession, just a fact.  I have my “Cradle Roll Certificate” hanging prominently on my office wall that was awarded to my parents when I was taken to the Madera, CA, Methodist Church for the first time at the ripe age of EIGHT DAYS OLD.  It is signed by an uncle who was the Sunday School Superintendent (another uncle was the choir director). I have very, very rarely missed a Sunday since, and I am now 23,890 days old (65 ½ for those who are challenged mathematically).

My family roots were planted deeply in the south (Tennessee, Alabama and West Texas).  My church culture consisted of pot luck dinners (home fried chicken in a cast iron skillet), revival meetings and a good amount of southern gospel music.  I loved the church…still do.  Oh, I don’t love everything about it, but I do love the church.  It’s in my blood. My great-grandfather, Silas Oliver Jennings, was an old Methodist preacher and church builder.  There is still at least one country church building that survives somewhere in the hills of southern Tennessee.  My gospel music roots are just as deep.  My paternal grandmother, Cora Lucille Jennings Morgan, was a first cousin to Mom Speer, of the famous gospel singing Speer Family.  I think you get the picture.  It is what is commonly called a strong Christian heritage.  I am thankful for it. 

I write this to illustrate that I am not a malcontent, occasional church goer.  I know church.  However, at this point in my life I am feeling what I think is a holy discontent growing inside of me.  I have been fortunate (we would call it, “blessed”) to have been part of several dynamic churches during my lifetime.  Most of them I have served in some leadership capacity from teen group leader to senior pastor.  I have planted one church from scratch (starting with 5 people in my living room).  I am the recipient of a few great mentors and a couple of leaders that emphatically showed me what not to be!  I have the experience of having attended and served in three church denominations/movements (Methodist, Nazarene & Vineyard).  I have loved, and still do love all of them.  That is rare.  Each one made contributions in my life that are immeasurable.  Why then do I come to this point in my life when I am feeling the need for something different?  Good question.  Let me see if I can unpack it enough to share some understanding.

I am longing for simplicity.  My desire at this point in my life is not for long sermons with special effects and PowerPoint illustrations.  It isn’t for intriguing and complicated music, whether sung from a hymnal or projected in HD quality on gigantic screens (with complimentary LED colored lighting, etc).  Don’t get me wrong.  I still love good Bible teaching.  I still love good music of various genres.  I just have this desire for a simple, organic church service (or what would be considered one) that focuses on some very simple realities:  1. Devotion to God 2. Inner transformation. 3. Mission…letting those I encounter each day get a sense of who Jesus is by hanging around me. 4. Hearing other’s stories, on a regular basis, from the current days and weeks of their busy lives. 5. Allowing the timeless, tested and true wisdom of the Bible to illuminate the pathway we are traveling. 6. Lots of dialogue and not much monologue. 7. Simple fellowship together, and compassion for every human being no matter how marginalized or how gifted they happened to be. 8. A safe place to be for a few minutes each week where true Christian love and charity abound. 9. A challenge to be even more fully devoted followers of Jesus Christ in all areas of life. 10. As little as is possible to keep up with in terms of buildings, payments, organization, programs, structures and equipment.  I am longing for SIMPLICITY.

If you read into this article a disgust, distaste or critical attitude toward the current church, you are missing my intent by miles.  We have different needs at different points in our lives.  Young families have different needs than older adults.  I am simply trying to explain what I would love to try as “church” for the next 10 years.  It wouldn’t be for everyone, but I am wondering if it is for some?  Does this ring true with anyone else?  I welcome your comments, thoughts and even criticisms, as long as they are meant to be constructive and not negative rants.  Really, folks….we do not need more of that kind of dialogue.  If you feel the need for that, please consider what my cousin, Jon, calls a “PoliPost.” 

Blessings,
Mark Morgan

(The Gatekeeper)

June 03, 2017

Take My Hand, Precious Lord


“Thomas Dorsey's "Precious Lord" has been called "the greatest gospel song of all time." People around the world know it, sing it, and love it because of its profound message of hope and faith. Written in 1932, it continues to appeal deeply to new generations of listeners. Though composed by a young African American blues pianist, the song crosses the lines of race and culture. Everyone from gospel legend Mahalia Jackson to rock 'n' roll king Elvis Presley has recorded it.

Like so many great hymns of faith, the song was inspired by a horrific tragedy in the life of its composer. Thomas Andrew Dorsey was born in rural Georgia in 1899, the son of an itinerant preacher.

By age 12, Dorsey left school to become a professional pianist. He played at house parties throughout Atlanta's black districts.

In his early 20s, Dorsey settled in Chicago. There he played, sang, and published blues compositions under the name "Georgia Tom." Music critic Stephen Calt described Dorsey saying he "ranked as the most self-conscious, serious, and accomplished blues lyricist of his time."

In 1925 Dorsey married Nettie Harper. A year later, he experienced a nervous breakdown and was unable to work for two years. To survive, his wife took a job in a laundry to support them. At the urging of his sister-in-law, Dorsey attended a church service where he experienced a spiritual healing. That event, combined with the sudden death of a young neighbor, prompted Dorsey to commit himself more fully to God and Christian music. To mark his new life, he wrote his first gospel song, "If You See My Savior, Tell Him That You Saw Me."

In 1932 Dorsey accepted an invitation to become choir director of Chicago's Pilgrim Baptist Church, a position he would hold for nearly 40 years. As the Great Depression wore away at the spirits of Americans, Dorsey viewed his songwriting as an important ministry. He believed his songs "lifted people out of the muck and mire of poverty and gave them ... hope."

In August of '32, Dorsey was scheduled to be the featured soloist at a large revival meeting in St. Louis. At the time he and his wife were living in a little apartment on the South Side of Chicago. Nettie was pregnant with their first child. He kissed her goodbye and made his way to St. Louis for the revival. The next night, as soon as he finished playing, a Western Union messenger came up to the stage and gave Dorsey an urgent telegram. "I ripped open the envelope," he recounted later, "and pasted on the yellow sheet were the words: 'Your wife just died.'"

Dorsey believed his songs "lifted people out of the muck and mire of poverty and gave them … hope." 

Dorsey remembered the evening as a surreal moment. "People were happily singing and clapping around me, but I could hardly keep from crying out."

Racing home, he learned that Nettie had given birth to a boy. "I swung between grief and joy," he recalled. "Yet that night, the baby died. I buried Nettie and our little boy together in the same casket." He managed to get through the funeral visitation and service. But when it was all over, he withdrew from family, friends, and even his beloved music. "I felt that God had done me an injustice. I didn't want to serve him anymore or write gospel songs. I just wanted to go back to that jazz world I once knew so well," he said.

In the midst of despair, a friend visited Dorsey and arranged for him to be left alone in a music room with a piano. "It was quiet; the late evening sun crept through the curtained windows," Dorsey recalled. For the first time in many days, he sat at a piano using his fingers to browse the keys. Soon, the young artist experienced a personal revival: "I felt at peace. I felt as though I could reach out and touch God. I found myself playing a melody, one I'd never heard or played before, and words [for "Precious Lord"] came into my head—they just seemed to fall into place."

"Precious Lord" was an immediate and permanent hit. Dorsey himself said, "This is the greatest song I have written." He went on to sing and direct "Precious Lord" at churches and concerts around the world. To date, the song has been translated into 32 languages.

Dorsey died in January 1993 in Chicago, but his legacy thrives. With his innovative blending of sacred and secular styles, he is remembered as the architect of modern gospel music.

Christianity Today



Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I am tired, I am weak, I am worn
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home


When my way grows drear precious Lord linger near
When my light is almost gone
Hear my cry, hear my call
Hold my hand lest I fall
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home



When the darkness appears and the night draws near
And the day is past and gone
At the river I stand
Guide my feet, hold my hand
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home

Precious Lord, take my hand
Lead me on, let me stand
I am tired, I am weak, I am worn
Through the storm, through the night
Lead me on to the light
Take my hand precious Lord, lead me home

June 01, 2017

Being black in America is tough

Recently, someone spray painted the “n” word across the gate to LaBron James’ Brentwood home in LA.  In a news conference James made some statements that will surely be criticized. The basis for the criticism will be the fact that James has a net worth of approximately $300 million dollars. 

"Just shows that racism will always be a part of the world, part of America. Hate in America, especially for African-Americans, is living every day. It is hidden most days. It is alive every single day…..No matter how much money you have, how famous you are, how much people admire you, being black in America is tough."  LaBron James


Some people will resent that no matter who the person is or what they have accomplished.  In fact, it’s much like racism, itself.  The problem is that people have a selfish bent to life. It’s a heart thing, not a color or money issue.  It is an “I want to be richer than you” attitude. It is an “I want to be more important than you” attitude.  So, in order to achieve that, I will do my best to keep you down….on a lower value scale than I perceive myself to occupy.  If I can exploit the color of our skin to my advantage, I will.  It certainly isn’t just an American thing…it is all over the world, and that’s because it is a heart issue.  We see it in the various cast systems in parts of the world.  I have seen it on every continent I have been on, and in every country.  The human heart, without a fundamental change, is brutally selfish.  Don’t criticize LaBron on the basis of his net worth…that in itself exposes your selfishness. I don’t begrudge his wealth or his fame. I wouldn’t disagree with LaBron’s statement that being black in America is tough, I’d just expand it to:  “Being alive in a world filled with people who have selfish hearts is tough.”

The Gatekeeper

April 28, 2017

The recent executions in Arkansas…

have once again made me think….am I for or against capital punishment?  I have read several responses to the recent executions in Arkansas. Most of them are from folks who have deep, emotional sympathy for the families of the victims who were murdered, which landed the perpetrators on death row.  Most of those comments are in agreement with the sentence and the executions.  Many of the comments include something like: “lethal injection is too easy for them.”  Meaning, they ought to be tortured in a similar way that they inflicted pain and ultimately death on their victims.  They are getting off way to easy.  Many include a sentence like: “may they rot in hell forever.”  Emotions are high…understandable. 

Not having experienced such a horrific event, I will not pass judgment on the pain and grief of those who have had to deal with the murder of someone they loved.  I really do not know what I would do or say.  It does leave me with some questions that are very difficult to process.

Does another person’s death ever pay the price for someone who was murdered?

Does the execution of the rightly convicted person make the pain any less, or does it in any way soothe the hurt they have caused?

We know an execution brings nobody back to life. We hear that all the time, but I think it is a pretty insensitive and shallow comment to one who has been so severely wronged and injured.

Is anger, pain and bitterness ever satisfied by retribution?

Is there really any such thing as closure?  Does execution produce it?

Why do we feel the need to kill them, as they have killed someone we care about?

Is focusing on, and carrying out punishment of the guilty a way to personal peace of heart and mind?

Does revenge lock a person into the emotional torture and prison the perpetrator created with their heinous action?

Is forgiveness the only way to peace of heart and mind?

Is forgiveness misunderstood by most of us, and therefore seemingly an impossible task?

Are we content to allow the repulsive actions of a twisted individual to control our own thoughts, feelings and comments?

Do I want what I deserve, or do I need mercy?

It is so easy to simply respond out of the anger and emotions brought on by terrible, terrible crimes of senseless hate, perverted passion, greed, selfishness and depravity.  However, those responses seem to do nothing but stoke the fires of hate and anger.  It doesn’t call us to a higher level of love, compassion and understanding.  What are we to do? I have a few friends, whom I love, who must endure and somehow process these kinds of nightmares. All I feel for them is deep, genuine compassion…not judgment.
No easy answers…many hard questions…but somehow, in the end, mercy triumphs over judgment.

The Gatekeeper
Mark Morgan